New years eve, Doug and I got a little buzzed and made lots of prank calls.
lots of fun.
Ok, yesturday and today, Nikki and I hit a little snag, and I'd rather not reveal to many details, but I wound up unloading on her a good 99% of the things that have happened in the past that have hurt me or pissed me off. I never got to vent to her about it in the past year and a half, and it's been building up. She just got off the phone feeling like the worst person ever.
and I'm not the least bit satisfied.
I never wanted to hurt her, no matter how bad I felt.
and I think this might take more than a band-aid to fix.
fuck.
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